30 June 2010

'

18 of June 2010

As usual
i.m alone again =="

My roommate always got
Entertainment
But me?
Just stay at hostel
seem like a good boy

you all are wrong
if i.m rich
i sure away from computer and hang with the other

But this world is fair
cause i gonna leave at hostel
And be a
OTAKU!!!!

Haiz
My life seem like only 2 colours
black and white?

although i can see the others color
but they seem so far to me

Grey Grey Grey
Down Down Down
Siao Siao Siao

Who
can fulfill me

I think
is the
GOD

13 of June 2010


Life is just like a joke
the things that we want to get
is not easily succeed
But
the things that we don't want
will all come through you Unstoppable

I attend for the school 10 years anniversary singing competition
i so disappointing of myself
because i can't get through the audition
I keep thinking that am i really know how to
SING
Sing with confident
Then
Full of disappointment


^^
II
Lonely room

Then you all say is the God joking with you?
I DON'T KNOW

Take it easy
life is full frustrated

Today is Boring
everyday facing
Computer, Computer, Computer
My life such a dump
maybe more worst then it

Somehow i wish myself is a
Rich guy
Cause when i rich
i no need to stay at this fucking hostel
and just do nothing at here

Tell you all a secret
when i found all of you chat
mean i.m totally nothing to do already

I hope that you all won't reject me
as i know that i.m a
Talkative,Childish and maybe more then that

Is the environment change all of us
If i can change myself
that is the most great thing in this world

3th of June 2010


I stop blogging for a month
Seem so busy?
No!!!
Is Lazy!!


There was one weeks holidays that i had wasted
Everyday just living like a Rubbish
Sleep at 6a.m
wake at 4p.m

Crazy already...
actually
i wanna sleep
but when i lie on the bed
I cant Sleep

So weird right?
Now i.m insane with it
If can i sure want become a Vampire
Just like the Twilight
No need sleep
Just suck blood
Be special


This weeks will be very busy
Cause assignment that as high as mountain waiting for me
All are individual one
F***


Many friends ask me find a Girlfriend
Ish.....
i just can say
Is hard for me to chase a girl
Cause i will not taking any action on it
I like its come naturally

I believe that no girl will interest in me
Hehehe
I.m Bad~~~

And a bad thing happen
I.m facing economy problem now
My father career in trouble
I plan find a part-time work
Now i,m confusing
I tell my mum that
I want go for work and stop study
Now everything relate to money
HAIZ
God!!!! Save me!!!

My mum reject my opinion
ish.....
Study just a process
Although didn't have a certificate
Experience
is the most important thing

Maybe many people will blame me
as study is good
STOP telling me this
I know what im thinking
what i,m doing

I like hide my feeling
As i think no people can help me
I.m all by myself

I really wish somebody can beside of me
give me support,love
I scare all of this happen
Cant confess that i.m a weird person

Will some one know inside of me?
I guess
No!!!!

2010年3月14日

13日

的

开放日

真的是是

闷毙了

由于

很夜睡

所以处于

放空的状态

什么也没做到

真

羡慕

我室友

全部都在

爱河当中啊

我

是

最

孤

单

那

个

没变拉

是我自己

没勇气去

面对这一切

我

压抑

自己对别人

产生任何

好感，

情，

甚至

选择

逃避她或他或他他

的眼光

谁

能赐

我力量

2009年3月11日

昨天

去了夜店

庆祝朋友的生日

我跟你们说

很多东西都是

在一瞬间

不懂是我难搞

还是心理作用很强

咳咳咳

其实很想喝醉

但是

我自己找不到

灌醉自己的理由

我

全程

都没什么

跟到别人说话

我

其实

也有疲惫的时候

每当自己

在半夜

一个人抽烟时

都会感到很空虚

很无助

我试着

将我的心

不让其他人知道

但是

昨天跟室友

说起了

她

的事情

是我放下了

才会说出来

还是

我还在

耿耿于怀

我自己

找不到答案没

说真的

我很想大声地对他说

没有你

我的生活

依然是

那么的精彩

那么的丰富

在心里

我会勇敢地讲出来

但

我是不会说出口的

因为伤害一个人

也需要勇气

人就是

“犯贱”

我不会相信

会有一个人是

不犯不贱的

拥有了你却放弃

失去了却很想拥有

你说

是不是

犯贱？

2010年3月10日

试

终于考完了

心

也松了下来

观音

请你保佑我一定要

全部几个呀

XD

今天有一个奇景出现

原来我的心

还会

扑扑跳捏

为什么

就让你们自己去摸索

因为这是秘密

哈哈哈

很开心

很久没这样的感觉

也许我的眼神

太过focus他了

他竟然发现

怎么办

我的眼神这么快出卖了我

要

收敛收敛一下

是时候

要

锻炼

我的双瞳

真的为

身为河婆人的我

感到骄傲

XD

原因就是

不让你们知道

哇咔咔

=）

希望他的考试

顺顺利利

加油加油

Gambateh Gambateh

Ga you Ga you

Ngi he zui liak geh

XD