30 June 2010

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18 of June 2010

As usual
i.m alone again =="

My roommate always got
Entertainment
But me?
Just stay at hostel
seem like a good boy

you all are wrong
if i.m rich
i sure away from computer and hang with the other

But this world is fair
cause i gonna leave at hostel
And be a
OTAKU!!!!

Haiz
My life seem like only 2 colours
black and white?

although i can see the others color
but they seem so far to me

Grey Grey Grey
Down Down Down
Siao Siao Siao

Who
can fulfill me

I think
is the
GOD

13 of June 2010


Life is just like a joke
the things that we want to get
is not easily succeed
But
the things that we don't want
will all come through you Unstoppable

I attend for the school 10 years anniversary singing competition
i so disappointing of myself
because i can't get through the audition
I keep thinking that am i really know how to
SING
Sing with confident
Then
Full of disappointment


^^
II
Lonely room

Then you all say is the God joking with you?
I DON'T KNOW

Take it easy
life is full frustrated

Today is Boring
everyday facing
Computer, Computer, Computer
My life such a dump
maybe more worst then it

Somehow i wish myself is a
Rich guy
Cause when i rich
i no need to stay at this fucking hostel
and just do nothing at here

Tell you all a secret
when i found all of you chat
mean i.m totally nothing to do already

I hope that you all won't reject me
as i know that i.m a
Talkative,Childish and maybe more then that

Is the environment change all of us
If i can change myself
that is the most great thing in this world

3th of June 2010


I stop blogging for a month
Seem so busy?
No!!!
Is Lazy!!


There was one weeks holidays that i had wasted
Everyday just living like a Rubbish
Sleep at 6a.m
wake at 4p.m

Crazy already...
actually
i wanna sleep
but when i lie on the bed
I cant Sleep

So weird right?
Now i.m insane with it
If can i sure want become a Vampire
Just like the Twilight
No need sleep
Just suck blood
Be special


This weeks will be very busy
Cause assignment that as high as mountain waiting for me
All are individual one
F***


Many friends ask me find a Girlfriend
Ish.....
i just can say
Is hard for me to chase a girl
Cause i will not taking any action on it
I like its come naturally

I believe that no girl will interest in me
Hehehe
I.m Bad~~~

And a bad thing happen
I.m facing economy problem now
My father career in trouble
I plan find a part-time work
Now i,m confusing
I tell my mum that
I want go for work and stop study
Now everything relate to money
HAIZ
God!!!! Save me!!!

My mum reject my opinion
ish.....
Study just a process
Although didn't have a certificate
Experience
is the most important thing

Maybe many people will blame me
as study is good
STOP telling me this
I know what im thinking
what i,m doing

I like hide my feeling
As i think no people can help me
I.m all by myself

I really wish somebody can beside of me
give me support,love
I scare all of this happen
Cant confess that i.m a weird person

Will some one know inside of me?
I guess
No!!!!