Wednesday, June 2, 2010

3th of June 2010


I stop blogging for a month
Seem so busy?
No!!!
Is Lazy!!


There was one weeks holidays that i had wasted
Everyday just living like a Rubbish
Sleep at 6a.m
wake at 4p.m

Crazy already...
actually
i wanna sleep
but when i lie on the bed
I cant Sleep

So weird right?
Now i.m insane with it
If can i sure want become a Vampire
Just like the Twilight
No need sleep
Just suck blood
Be special


This weeks will be very busy
Cause assignment that as high as mountain waiting for me
All are individual one
F***


Many friends ask me find a Girlfriend
Ish.....
i just can say
Is hard for me to chase a girl
Cause i will not taking any action on it
I like its come naturally

I believe that no girl will interest in me
Hehehe
I.m Bad~~~

And a bad thing happen
I.m facing economy problem now
My father career in trouble
I plan find a part-time work
Now i,m confusing
I tell my mum that
I want go for work and stop study
Now everything relate to money
HAIZ
God!!!! Save me!!!

My mum reject my opinion
ish.....
Study just a process
Although didn't have a certificate
Experience
is the most important thing

Maybe many people will blame me
as study is good
STOP telling me this
I know what im thinking
what i,m doing

I like hide my feeling
As i think no people can help me
I.m all by myself

I really wish somebody can beside of me
give me support,love
I scare all of this happen
Cant confess that i.m a weird person

Will some one know inside of me?
I guess
No!!!!